I wonder how I'm going to do as a future parent because I already have problems worrying, probably more than normal, for people that aren't my children. I guess its normal to worry a little bit since I love my family members but at the same time I need to remember that they're living their own lives and there isn't a whole lot I can do to alter the universe. I can't force things into a fairy tale ending... and maybe they will end up happily ever after in time and I just need to be patient.
I worry about my roommates who seem to struggle with finances, school, dating, etc.
I worry about my little sister who just started dating an older guy (closer to my age than hers) who isn't a church member.
I worry that my older sister's psycho ex-husband will come after her and the kids.
I worry about my grandma who is still recovering from the complications from her surgery.
I worry about my brother who sometimes seems to have his priorities a little askew.
I worry about my aunts and uncles that seem to struggle with inactivity, finances, or both.
I worry that I'm not open minded enough and that love will slip through my fingers because I won't recognize Mr. Right right in front of my.
In conclusion... I need to focus on other things, like my German and trust that Heavenly Father, Master of the Universe, has things under control and trust that the people I love, either know what they're doing, or will figure it out in time.
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