Do any of you ever emotionally enter "mother bear" mode. Mother Bear Mode = when you want to literally anhilate everything thats preventing the ones you love from being happy. Its the feeling I get in my gut when I learn that my sister's ex-husband has called her again (despite the restraining order). When I hear about the reasons for a friends broken off engagement. When I hear of unrequitted affections. Of betrayals. Of loneliness. I am perfectly capable of bridling my passions but sometimes I wish I could disregard my better judgment and do something to try to fix these problem.
As of late I've been thinking about why God has some people go through particular trials and not others. I know God has a plan for us. I know that we aren't going to suffer in this life needlessly, especially if we trust in the Lord and follow his commandments. However, my heart still aches because I can't make everything better.... I guess I'll just have to keep watching and waiting and someday everything will make sense.
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