I've been thinking about my life and had an epiphany. Care to hear about it? I thought you might.
Guys seem to chase hard when I'm interested in somebody else. They have this "Dating Sense" that seems to tingle when I'm flirting with the somebody I'm genuinely interested in, even if they haven't met him or seen us flirting. Things in my dating life have been slow but the other day I realized that they aren't chasing because there is nobody that I'm genuinely interested in. Other then my passing whims of "Oh, he's nice", I don't think I've really LIKE liked a guy in months.
Maybe it might spice things up if I just picked someone new: Flipped through the ward menu and went "Him, I'll choose him." I'd go charging forward, flirting with a subtle ferocity and if things didn't work, oh well, I'll be getting asked out again and my dating famine will come to an end. If things did work, great, then I'll get married, have kids, and move on with my humdrum life.
But then again, would that be honest with myself if I wasn't crazy about him. Maybe that would develop if I set my heart, but what if it didn't. It could just be adding unnecessary drama to my life. Maybe I just need to hang in there until the Lord's timing is right. ::sigh::
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